On Saturday I raced at Trexlertown. Since I'm doing well at Kissena, I figured, maybe I'd do well at Trexlertown. Maybe really well.
Maybe I could have.
If I had the 51t chainring on during the points race... if I had moved up just a little bit earlier in the scratch race... if that junior hadn't come down on me while I had the sprinter's lane in the point-a-lap... if I had qualified for the feature...
If, if, if.
Maybe I just didn't have it that day; maybe it just takes me a bit to adapt to a new kind of racing.
I was disappointed, but I'll get over it.